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497The Battle
Once, it was so effortless to love him. It was just so natural.
Once, you feel he has become a stranger….things change.
Nothing is permanent, change is permanent, they say.
But isn’t love is eternal? What changes if it’s for eternity?
What?
This weekend
Today is day the third day of my 30 days.
I’m off to my husband’s place tomorrow to do up his room while he’s away. I just want him to have a string of wonderful days before his birthday. I looked into his eyes and I couldn’t find the man I fell in love with. Everything around him is consuming him. And I keep asking myself when will I ever be able to let go? Letting go is like giving up.
And I don’t quit.
Tumblrians
I started this tumblr just to fulfill my crave of writing and expressing my thoughts. But it’s really nice to follow some pretty neat tumblrs…
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barenaked: By, George Carlin.
George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more…
We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at all.
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The yin and the yang of life. Though true in every sense, it also thought me that time is a human’s weakness as well as strength.
Always pray, Give. Appreciate. Love. Be thoughtful.
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30 days
I thought to myself, how long will my one hand wait for the other to be held? How long can I keep it out for it to be held? I have given myself 30 days, to give all that is left of me to the man I love the most and feel least loved by.
My 30 days includes all of the below:
His place, I’m going over to his place to clean his entire space and provide him the best comfort ever. New bed sheets, scrub the entire place, arrange and put up some lights.
Sketch book, a full blown sketch book of how we fist met and the man I fell in love with, once.
Cards, to be sent to his office for his birthday
Love letters, to fill the compartment in his car so that he can read them at the end of each day after work
Notes in pocket, to tuck in lil notes in his working clothes
Cute boxers, just to make him smile and remind of the little cute things he used to do for me
Ties, because he would love a new one
I love him unconditionally. Whatever’s left of me, I would give till I feel it’s best that I leave.
Prayers
I love words and when I pray, I write down my prayers on a paper and keep them safely in the altar. It’s the best way, for me, to let it all out after a long day.
16th June 2011
Dearest God,
Bless my husband’s day and give him the guidance that he needs. As much as I yearn for his time and care, I’m whole heartedly willing to sacrifice my wantings and hope to spend more time with him. Help me through this and give me the strength, the patience and courage to carry on with my daily life. Strengthen my life for him even if I don’t receive any. Always protect him, give him the best and give me the peace to understand that even if it’s nice to be important, it’s more important to be nice. I pray that despite his busy days and less of time, he is constantly reminded of the love I have for him. I pray that despite his busy days and less of time, he would one day understand how much I love him and want to be loved and cared for as a wife, a woman and a friend. Amen.
